I’m not sure whether I just go to a competitive school, am surrounded by super competitive people, or if this is just the beginning of what I’ll be feeling after I graduate. I’m surrounded by SO many people that just make me feel insignificant and unworthy, without even trying to. Sometimes I feel like I worked really hard at something, and then find out that I wasn’t good enough, I didn’t try hard enough, and that someone else does it better.

Is this going to change once I’m out of the dynamic of extra curricular activities and appointed positions, or is it just going to get worse in the work world? I know I probably won’t ever feel good enough, but will it ever get a little better?